empty within..

Your trying hard to help someone get over something..
you try and understand the situation..see it in a way that they cant and explain it to them..
and that’s when u realize your mistake..and by then its already too late..!!
You find yourself surrounded by people you love but still feel lonely..its like being stranded on a lonely island..
you see the lighthouse far away but the light cant reach u..what do u do?
What can you do?
Will you just sit there waiting for some angel to arrive or what??
Who’s gonna help you?
If you understand what I mean..or if you have been in a similar situation..tell me..cause I’m lost..
My angel has got to be me..but what am I trying to do?
What can I tell myself?
I have everything I want in life but yet it feels empty..
what is my purpose?
What am I looking for?
You look deep into yourself..do you just go on and live with it or you make an effort to get out of it?
I already know what I should do..what am I waiting for?
I look close and I know that the world is the most colourful place but then it turns all grey..
moving past the grey is like trying to move a boulder..
why does it get so hard? I mean they do say that nothing is impossible..
what is your creative mind telling you?
If I could only take a grey picture and turn it into a colourful one..!!!